Complaints

I Try my best to hold my head up high but at times all i want to do is cry and not deal with my thyroid cancer and this pregnancy. I wish i had someone i could talk to and i really wish i had someone who could understand everything i am going through. I am always sick and in pain but i say nothing to my friends cause i don't want to bring anyone down.I just smile. I have no energy. I am always sleep and now this is making me depressed but i have to smile so i don't bring anyone down. I hate the way i feel....i really do. Can't work because of all of this and i don't have a dime to my name. I just want to feel better. I want this cancer out of me soo bad. I really do try not to complain. I really do just try to smile

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